I am writing to let my feelings and emotions flow, because writing resonates louder than anything else. Sitting here alone in this parking lot, I’ve let the tears fall, pouring out the heaviness that’s been trapped inside me. I’ve let my sadness spill onto the page, diving deep into emotions that feel endless but strangely freeing.

There’s something about writing something that helps me make sense of the chaos within. It doesn’t judge, it doesn’t rush me, and it doesn’t need explanations. It simply listens. Every word I write feels like a piece of the pain I’m releasing, a way of naming the emotions I’ve been too afraid to say out loud.

As I sit here, tears streaming down my face, I feel waves of everything I’ve been holding back crashing over me. It’s overwhelming, but it’s also a relief. For so long, I thought being strong meant keeping it all bottled up, pretending everything was fine. But now I see that strength is in letting go. Strength is allowing myself to feel it all, even the parts I’ve tried to ignore.

And yet, even as I write through my tears, I hold onto one truth: I know God has prepared better days for me. I believe it. These moments of sadness, of heaviness, they are not the end of my story. I may feel broken now, but I trust that God is working behind the scenes, even when I can’t see it.

Writing this is my way of holding on to hope. It’s my way of reminding myself that this pain won’t last forever. Better days are ahead and I know that in my heart. And even though today feels hard, I trust that brighter moments are waiting for me.

If you’re reading this and feeling the same, I want you to know that you’re not alone. Your tears matter. Your pain matters. And even if you don’t see it now, there is hope for something better. Cry if you need to. Write if it helps. And trust, as I do, that God is leading you toward healing, toward peace, and toward the future He’s planned for you.

This is just a moment, not the end. And even through the tears, I believe that better days are coming for me, and for you.